Sweetest Sugar Ever

painfully exhausted

2012-02-21T07:45:00.001-08:00

i feel like being lost nowhere in this blog. didn't know how to write properly.... and i lost my words. though yes... I HAVE a lot of things to share. good things always happened to me.... and so on the bad things :( i wonder why there'll always the bads after the goods? feeling kinda exhausted these past days though...... i'm currently busy learning french...... also focusing myself on tryouts, exams, and practical exams, and papers........ GOD how i hate being in the 12th grade....... can i just learn french, take the intensive, do the DELF, then go there SOON?

#damnindonesianedurules.

anyway. i feel so numb dumb and uncool. i spend the rest of my day after school w/ french & spend my time with beloved boyf. i didn't have time to watch TV.... and i also didn't know where to download all my fave series. i got stuck on glee eps 12. and HIMYM.... entah episode berapa. i even watched them randomly.... and on weekend, i sleep at home..... yakali cepet lulus deh gue.

janvier ☀☀

2012-01-31T09:48:00.000-08:00

january has been doing good to me. since it's the early 2012 and i think happiness to ur next months will show from how the beginning feels. and for me, it's just 32/366 (the first feb) but i had tons of good things already. here i'll share some tiny happiness. which i wish it'll make u feel luckier (cuz u must have gotten things better than me) : )

1. met my VERY OLD OLD OLD neighborhood. which we have been playing together since kids! and she's just celebrated her 18th birthday. ......we all feel old. but playing with ur own kid mates is a freakinly good feeling that i can shout some happiness now!

the birthday girl, Venny!

2. finally bought a blush on. yes it is just a pink rouge blush on. but since mommy has a problem with her freckless caused by a cheapy blush on when she were young...., she didn't let me to use any of those. ..... but i still have to use it. since i have a very flatty white cheek that looks not good without that blush on on my cheek. and it looks good on my cheek. HOORAYYY!

orange blush on yaaay for that!

3. finally found an oxford dictionary of english-france and vice versa after looking for it around all jakarta's bookstore. and oh yes, i've been learning french since mid of january... and now i still unsure with my own ability. french needs some logics to think abt the sentence's structure. and french needs extra space in my brain to chew and remember every gender of every word. dayum bro. even country has it's own GENDER!. but i still have to commit... and chew those langes in my head.

the ultra famour dictionary

4. got several certificates. which made me qualified in putting that on my CV as one of my abbilities. so proud of what i've been doing before... and really those things gave me something for my future. which not everybody will get easily nowadays.

JFW's certificate. bring me to PFW soon!

Music3Logy3 's certificate ♥♥

and another certificate from wall street institute. soon will post my certificate here ;)

5. watched a barongsai's performace yesterday at school. with tons of kids wearing red & cheongsams shouting around the barongsai. sooooo entertained me much between school time. this... how i love don bosco cuz yes they do celebrate IMLEK with barongsai's performance. for almost every year!

the reddish barongsai

6. finished my La Tour Eiffel painting for school. and i truly finished that off for the sake of putting that on my room..., which will be sooo lovely. yay!

La Tour Eiffel. soon w/ me&angga's pics on it

7. had a "Pembubaran Panitia Music3Logy3" today. we celebrated it yest @ Hanamasa MAG. we're all eating for free, chewing stacks of meats. and HAPPY :) so happy to be a part from this year's committee. we do have problems in every committee.... we might have broken up some friendships. but may all the problems be clear as this committee's work finally over :)

dekor!

8. things that make me feel so grateful are.... God still giving me tons of happiness around. yet a lesson learned for the upcoming life. He sent me good friends around, talkable mom *sometimes*, and especially a generous boyfriend. He send me spirit and strength to face things around me which sometimes are so messy. i still want to be focus on my school. i still want to remember much things about french. and i still want to achieve and do things around.

at the end of this month, i wish things will get better on February. UAS Praktek, Try Out 2, going on our 18 with Angga, french course, and other things coming. thank God for those past 31days behind. and i hope all the best for the next 29days coming.

bonne nuit.

Jeannie.

a massive weekend

2012-01-25T05:48:00.000-08:00

1. HAD A CHANCE TO WIN KATYPERRY'S TICKET CONCERT.... .... .... which i had been dying for to come to her concert here in Jakarta. been trying to win the tickets from tons of quizzes, i also tried for simple plan's & foster the people's ticket concert. i tried all quizzes i found from twitter. i believe there's no efforts wasted meaningless. on the lovely tuesday afternoon, i found a message in my facebook asking me to respond their message ASAP as the fastest will win. ....

FINALLY : """" )

our tag

@gadismagz photobooth

supercool Raissa

this close to @RANforyourlife #HAPPINESS

10.000 seats

Katy Pretty :) :)

the lucky Adry

performing E.T.

performing Not Like The Movies

ENCORE & CLOSING !!! !!!!

2. MUSIC3LOGY3 was awesomely ran last saturday night. that was beyond my expectation. i was tired at that time. dull & mad at the same time. i lost my voice. but i still enjoyed the night with DREW, Naif, Ello, Tangga & other performances. i would miss my pensi committee's time much. but being a part of the success that night was really the time of my life. i learnt much things. we all cried, we all work, we all happy together. so highschool memories. 3000tixs sold out. ME GUSTA BABY!

the stage

deco's crew

cellyn-astrid-me

the gate

TANGGA <3

ultra handsome Ello!

3. my first try out score was out of my expectation. my average score was quite good, and i thank god for every effort i put during my try out period. mommy was happy too :3 ayyy!

4. chinese new year celebration!!!

so tired. yet so ready for the following week. so ready for UAN. so ready for french intensive at ccf. so ready for france'13 ! wish me luck baby!

9:41

2012-01-16T06:41:00.000-08:00

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I begged

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, "

Yeah

You'd know how the time flies

Only yesterday was the time of our lives

We were born and raised

In a summer haze

Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.

I'd hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded

That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I begged

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Yeah

Nothing compares

No worries or cares

Regrets and mistakes

They are memories made.

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you

Don't forget me, I begged

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you

I wish nothing but the best for you too

Don't forget me, I begged

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

hey there. congratulation for your marriage. last time we met was the happiest day of my life (that time). i remember telling u loads of things about the highschool stories. i remember u giving me tons of advices. i remember u asked that girl to be ur gf. and since then, we lost our communication. i'm trying to burn down these feelings. u've been thousand miles away from here. we're separated.

i watched how i met your mother 5 "The Wedding Bride" episode. i'm feeling quite like Ted Mosby. i feel like being left. not in front of the altar anyway.

till i heard that u've got married.

...

and since i've already find someone like you. i feel just fine. i'm praying you & your family for the best :) yes sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead ;)

no other option

2012-01-12T07:44:00.000-08:00

trust me i failed million times. i planned things each day hoping that i won't miss any single thing to do. hoping that at the end of the year i could tick all the resolution list & things to do. i'm a well-planned person. that i want everything to go as smooth as it planned before.

i failed to enter my favourite junior high school in 2006. i applied for BPK Penabur both in Kelapa Gading & Cipinang and also Don Bosco as the last option. then i failed and jumped into Don Bosco. in 2009 i applied for SMA Santa Ursula BSD & Santa Ursula Pos but again. i failed both. i don't have any option left, but i still could apply for public high school. then after the UAN's score had revealed, i applied to SMAN21 in Pulomas. but then. AGAIN. i failed. i went back into Don Bosco. in 2010, i applied for science class.... as i had studied hard to get in that class... i failed. i'm the one who hadn't know where to go science or social till the middle of holiday. i'm tired failing everything.

i don't want to fail anymore. there's no option to be failed. there's no other option that studying in that country, which i have been dying for YEARS. i've got the opportunities, i've known how to manage it all, i've been surrounded by people who support me to achieve that place. God knows how i want it really bad. i tried very hard, i set up my goal,... again. i don't want to be failed.

although the one who take my spirit away are those who consider close to me. i know they were thinking about the bad possibilities which may let me down alone there, that far. they want the good things happen to me. but again....

i have no other option. i must not have any other option. so that i must reach that target no matter how impossible that was. enough failing things. i must get that or i will get nothing.

!!!!!

bandung : the proper saturdate

2012-01-07T09:39:00.000-08:00

"this wasn't a terrible date, jean. i thought the most important thing is our togetherness. not the place or even the view. the important thing is us. and during the trip here, we had so much fun laughing the unimportant things and talking much about things we've seen. so go wipe your tears baby."

once he said to me like this on the way back to PVJ. it was rainy and cloudy. traffic jams were very sucks. and once we reached wale (warung lela) in dago to chew some mie yamin & strawberry juice, mom called me to GO BACK to the city (PVJ) and go back to jakarta together with her friends. ....i was going to cry and run. honestly, i expected much to talk, tons of smiles, good food, and breathtaking view above from dago. it would be a perfect lunch date for us. i was in a very bad mood and dissapointed much. then i cried like a crybaby.

this supposed to be a lunch date. :"""""""(

but later knowing that my mom sacrifice her time w/ her friends just to wait for me to pick her up hours later..., i turned into affected self. she decided to stay at PVJ alone instead of joining them went back to jakarta then we could take a cipaganti travel to go back to jakarta.

well. i bought sushi boon in my way back to PVJ. mom was sitting alone in jco. i wasn't in a good mood. angga still trying to talk to me and turned my mood back. i realized that the moment w/ your dearest is the first thing important above anything. above the luxurious cafe, above the breathtaking view, above the millions-worth foodie. i realized that our date went great in the car. he drove me here and there. traffic jams were absolutely crazy. we talked so much things. and we enjoyed it much.

i also realized that my mom sacrificed things just to let me run my date smoothly as its planned with angga. and i shouldn't be angry with her in the phone when she called me to go back to PVJ. that moment i cried again in the car. i looked at him. i looked at the wonderfully delicious sushis we bought. i cried.

....

this trip wasn't about shopping at FO's or eating so much food in famous places there. this is about enjoying everysingle thing god has given to you in a good city like bandung. where food were so cheapy yet tastes so delicious. and raining almost everyday.

then i remember my goal for this trip. not to watch the angklung concert mom's intending to watch. not to shop CLOTHES&SHOES. not to go to the FO's. ...it's about having a great time where mom & angga could spend time together. talking and laughing as we always did. and i ticked that. mom & angga spent a little while from PVJ to BTC. and i could cry again.

god loves me much. mom loves me much. angga loves me much. i should be happy..., cause he planned good things for me to happen.

pretty young and restless

My 2012's (Realistic) Wishlist

2012-01-03T01:35:00.000-08:00

Well Money Arrangement

*how* : manage my monthly cost + safe money a bit each month.

CCF

*how* : preparing intensive 1 starts from January and focus on intensive 2 & intensive 3 starts in May.

Susan Budiharjo

*how* : focus on making a whole collection starts June.

Preparing FRN'13

*how* : ....set the goal. focus on it. make it happen! (no compromise)

Macaroon/Cake's Baking Lesson

*how* : take a course in Imperial Cook near MOI.

Graphic Design Course

*how* : take a course beside MKG & focus on making invitations.

Fitness

*how* : seduce my mom.

be in ... TV

*how* : joining tv quizzes!!!

new design collections

*how* : stay focus on completing those things.

LPM Femina'12 / Gading Young Designer / Gogirl Phenomenon

*how* : keep updating about the information from the magz.

lulus UAN & being in 4besar!

*how* : manage all the notes clear & complete, study when exam is come! ☀☀

sukseskan MUSIC3LOGY3

*how* : make sure all the decos are all great. and have fuuuun!

Traveling somewhere

*how* : seduce my parents to go either Japan, Korea, or Australia on Lebaran's holiday.

win quizzes&freebies (10 atleast)

*how* : twitter ☺☺

bisa bawa mobil :"""")

*how* : process the driving permit, drive safely, make my parents trust in me for driving by myself.

being in JFW 12/13 & other fashion event

*how* : spread the link, listen the news, prepare the CV, and be happy doing it.

lasting with Angga

*how* : :D

back to 50kgs

*how* : do fitness and eat twice a day

HK2012!

*how* : be brave jeannie! make sure HK2012 will happen no matter what.
NOVEL!

*how* : publish it on nulisbuku.com

the all time wishlist... would be being happy creature, having grateful feeling for all things happen in my life, and enjoy it :) wish 2012 would be my year

2011 Caleidoscope ☂☂

2011-12-31T08:22:00.000-08:00

January

(8) First Date on 2011.
Spent the rest of the day built an eiffel tower while sipping on honeymoon dessert strawberry tofu puding & end up buying a couple of a red cute shirt with a duck taking a bath ♥♥

the fabs red duck shirt!

eiffel towah!

(14) Kenny Roger's Roaster with Angga ♥♥

his order

my order

(22) Pancakeys!

Had an afternoon pancakeys on Pancious! later on i remember Angga met my dad for the first time hahahaha!

(28) #TANTANGANOBAN

Someone from Hai Magazine called me and asked me whether i want to join their competition or not. well it was basically to set up a date with budget only 20.000 IDR :) so me and Angga had written on our plan and they accepted it! so on a lovely friday noon, we did several things and it was so exciting. a real good 'date' experience between us!

1st mission : playing kite!

2nd mission : playing bubble *myobsession*

3rd mission : bagi2 makanan dari @mealbuddy buat anak2 bawah flyover utan kayu

whole spread

yes it was on Hai Magazine Valentine issue

(29) ANCOL seaworld with Angga *again*

Our very first trip date to Seaworld. been years since the last time i went there. and am still feeling the excitement of being underwater and the dream to dive there along with the shark!

February

(11) Devita's Sweet 17 Birthday

birthday girl!

(28) Parfaite Finish!

i had my first 15designs done

March

(3) FREE Java Jazz 2011 Ticket
my photos are all still in my friend. ...dayum

(12) Cellyn's Sweet17 HUGE Dinner

123456yrs besties

(26) Cha2's Sweet17 Dinner

as the candle

April
(3) RAN @ La Piazza

HAPPINESS!

(8) Cyn's Sweet17 Dinner

(9) Indah's Sweet17 Lunch

birthday girl <33

(20) Trax Ambassador

1st day

2rd day

(16) Edwin's Birthday

posisi komplit!

(24) Meet Up Ling2

she's almost 2metres tall fyi. me no short.

(30) Rere's Wedding

WS matey -all-

to end this month, i won a quiz frm @traxfmjkt & oriflame.... i got their product. and.... MONEY! ... how i love 2011.

May

(21) Gading Carnival

June

DID I DO SOMETHING ON JUNE?

July

(5) Sudden Meet up

(8) Harmoni SCTV

Harmoni : The Gold Voices

they're all GOLD

(11) First Driving Lesson
i made the car stuck somewhere near my school. bad luck.

(17) Sunsilk Hair Studio *freebies*

(18) Angga's 23rd Birthday

lovemade card

birthday booooy!

S♥

(27-29) Retreat

roomatey

August

(6) Prisca's Sweet17 Dinner

with birthday girl

(17) Agustusan

(26-3sept) BKK-MY!

on malaysian street w/ dad

the grand palace

at pattaya

September

(10) Putri's Sweet17 Dinner

with birthday girl

(12-17) Xin-Jia-Poh

h&m FINALLY!

yes we're at UNIVERSAL!

1st Anniversary Dinner @ Clarke Quay

(23) Java Soulnation 2011 free tickets
i got one Java Soulnation 2011 daily ticket from Kawanku. i was jumping from my seat ( i was at school that time) and jumped to Kawanku's office to get my ticket. sadly..., i couldn't make it. yet i couldn't sell it to anybody :(

October

(1) Febiola's Sweet17 Dinner

prisca-me-putri-astrid

best shoot deh ini kayaknya *hem*

classmatey!

chairmate

(22) Mid Term Report :)

jangan juling yeee :3

(22) Being17

bday lunch w/ Angga

he's handing 7

mie panjang umur

cakeys from mama kenny

gift from Angga :) that was me&him in Paris :"")

tees from him!

(22) Jakarta Fashion Week's Interview

It was on the morning of my 17's birthday :) and i was attending the interview for Jakarta Fashion Week. I was so in a hurry that i should go back to my school to recieve my report. But fortunately, one of the panelist from Femina Group, Mbak Tenik, who i was scared at first, told me a good motivation and said : "Kalo kamu gak masuk, saya juga sedih, mengingat willing kamu yang bahkan ada dari tahun lalu." I FEEL SO BLESSED ;)

(23) MY Sweet17 Dinner

the invitation i made

*pelukjauh*

♥♥

childhood matey

BESTBUDDIES evah

classmates

complete set of WS matey

best candid of my parents!

wishing a merry 17

triple chocolate bday cake i picked up myself :|

(27-28) UPH & Bandung Study Tour

otw Bandung

no we're not future UPH studs

at UnPar

(29) Chika's Sweet17 Dinner

gengseventeen-an

i was that white&bright

birthday gurllhzzzz

(30) Rhema's Birhtday Dinner

meja kul

birthday boy!

combo Chaaainizzz

November

(12) Jakarta Fashion Week 2011/2012

this year's biggest pride!

cotton ink's

with Marcell & Ferdy Hasan

Fitter E + Mbak Ayu

(12) ESMOD Workshop

me with my blouse moulage for ESMOD

and yes! it was on the top 10!

(19) a Comeback

GDS&CGDB2 :)

(20) GGA :"")
It was a blessed sunday morning, i ran away from Gedung Femina (i had briefing for KFF that morning) to Kuningan Place. had only 1hour for praising His name... but still i feel so blessed :)

(21) BB Finally

white curve3G :D

(26-27) Kids Fashion Week 2011/2012

Fitter A!

helping the chaperones

the guys

babyq kamu imutbangeeeet

(27) Brightspot Market

Went to this year biggest Brightspot Market in PS together with parents... and grannys. i didn't get anything, but i saw the Sou Brette necklace that i've been dying for !@#$%yrs but sill can't afford it. wasn't in my mood that i'm not even take any pics :"(

December

(3) Belajar Bareng Akuntansi

geng akun sukses!

(4) perkumpulan marga cai

(10) GDS Christmas Youth Celebration

after performing Dari Pulau dan Benua ☁☁

(10) JAKCLOTH2011

w/ Prisca. our background was ppl moshing one to another

(11) Patricia Leo (ling-ling) Sweet 17 Bday Lunch
Sooo happy for my childhood best matey, Ling-Ling, for being 17! Cheers for being mature together. Never expect that we'll meet after lost contact for almost 10yrs!

her lovelyfluffy cheesecake & factory cake

om leo! omg last time i met him was !@#$%&yrs ago

lingling&me

(17) Laller's Early Christmas Dinner

old students

a♥

new students

(20) !@!#$%^&*(asdfghjkl

he introduced me to his auntie as his girlfriend. i feel mature now.
wait i'm gonna explode!

(21) RAPOTAN!!

juara 5 finally!

(24) Christmas Night Service
i am beyond happy and excited for this christmas eve! i had the best one, with the best pastor Ibu Indri Gautama. i was so in a burning fire. her preach was beyond the fire. Merry Berry Christmas!

thx for the ride, vera!

former suwiryo team

christmas present's cross

Tick the 2011's Tick List

2011-12-29T10:19:00.000-08:00

i copy this from my previous blog, and re-read.... and ready to tick it all. my 2011 (realistic) WISHLIST has been being real in my life.

2011 (realistic) WISHLIST

By @jeannieoct

BEING 5BESAR in SOCIAL! *how* : belajar tiap mau ujian (aja) dan usahakan catetan lengkap!
LEARNING FRENCH! : udah keundur 2taun 2xwishlist. tahun ini. harus paling enggak bisa introduction. *how* : harus minjem buku anak CCF level 1A, beli buku+kaset learning french, belajar sm Yolanda / Abang sepupu / Lingling, belajar dr youtube at least 3times a week !
IELTS min 6.0 : *how* : beli buku latian ielts / toefl yang bener dan latian seminggu 1x or more.
MAKE MY OWN SHOES! harus harus harus gakmau tau harus at least 8cm’s heels #nyampah #abaikan *how* : browsing sepatu sering2.
FINISHING my Portfolio : completing photos, details, and cv *how* : niatnya dikumpulin jen! INGET PARSONS INGET!
FINISHING whole collection of Parfait (my very first collection yay!) *how* : niat niat niat PARIS!
be in GOGIRL PHENOMENON! *how* : hub bagian promosi gogirl dgn Nisa / Tiara
be in Magazine, and Magazine, aaaand Magazine! sheessssh how i obsessed being in magz…. hehehe gpp deyh! *how* : banyak2 baca majalah
RIGHT major && future campus! *how* : googling googling googling
FINISHING at least 5 collections this year!
FRENCH COOKING : macaroons! *how* : benerin oven& perkakas dapur, belajar nyalain kompor, browsing resep, coba!
sukseskan MUSIC3LOGY3! *how* : being in seksi acara
traveling somewhere : Domestic or International (i want thailand or NZ!) *how* : minta mama & follow up terus
GO DIVING in seaworld! *how* : minta mama, dan renang sebelumnya 10x
win moawr quizzes & freebies! (5 atleast) *how* : goolingzah!
a novel-script. *how* : spare at least 3 times everyweek to write!
a stop motion video for annivs / mom’s bday! *how* : belajaaaar bkn stop motion! cari ide!
~~BISA BAWA MOBIL & LES ULISA!~~
~~do several social activites !~~
lasting with tama. *how* : stop being a kiddo yang suka ngambek2 mulu *thatsmeh!

puji tuhan this year i could tick some targets i've made early this year. being in rank5 and above is the biggest achievement i've made. i've made my parents happy, and that's the prettiest gift i had given to them :) and other was only my pleasure.... i've made a trip to Bangkok this year *which i really want to* and i was very very very HAPPY for doing that this year.

i do realize, there're some targets that i should have done by the end of nxt year... and some should be erased and change by other targets to make a simple self satisfyment. i am ready to run 2012, year of ACHIEVEMENT!

he's so kind anyway.

thank God.

Holiday Things to Do

2011-12-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

zoom to read my holiday thing's to do :)

I haven't died yet

2011-12-03T07:28:00.001-08:00

so hi people! it's been like years i haven't write anything here. i lost my appetite in writing blogs. i don't know.... since i saw no significant increasement visitor in my blog i guess? i feel like no one read my blog anymore. since i have flatty life..., as third-grader student. so..., let's start from the things i had back then.

i was one of the crew of Jakart Fashion Week 2011/2012 excitement. also Kids Fashion Festival 2011/2012. both held by Femina group :) so yes.... they recruited me on the last minute. i was visiting Esmod Jakarta having placement test & workshop when they asked me by phone if i could come to the show that day or not.... i decided. to go straight to pacific place. and yes... facing the traffic jam, competing the time.... i finally arrived.
but being in JFW2011/2012 was the best thing ever happened during this year. i met tons of models, took care mountains of clothes, fabs designers - socialites - fashion bloggers, and had an experience in fashion industry, well especially in backstage. how hectic it was when models should change their clothes , fix their hairdo & makeup, in less than 5mins. how do crew in backstage manage their clothes & accs. and so on and so on.

that happened also behind KFF2011/2012 backstage. kids were running here and there. chaperones got headache. and fitters were steaming tons of wrinkled clothes. allright. but then...., these 2 events i got involved in has given me tons of experiences, cool new friends, and chances to get in PARIS FASHION WEEK. uh oh uh oh i know by being involved in this biggest fashion event in jakarta would enhance my chance to work for paris fashion week and open my opportunities in paris fashion industry.

#meletmelet

with Dina Vahada!

my backstage pass

fitters !

geng fitter E !

the ultimate famous, Kimmy Jayanti!

Ivan Gunawan's collection

@cottonink 's latest collection

being in KFF2011/2012 also gave me much more knowledge in this industry. i learnt so much things the way how to deal with kids. how they dress up inspired me much in designing wearable kids clothes. kids wearing dresses, stockings, coats, scarfs, and accecories !

this is a girl, ladies! don't fancy her :p

free make over on the last day! ay ay ay

fitter A !

so finger crossed, one day i could be the designer behind those clothes. either for kids, women's wear, or wedding gowns, i'm pretty sure that i could be like em someday!

ps : i cried watching the designer recieving MANY flower bouquets while walking down the catwalk. i do wanna recieve those bouquets! :(

The Demons Inside You

2011-11-01T10:00:00.000-07:00

recieving an email from Mbak Kalista (@retailthrpy) regarding their newest collection called as the title above. the collection itself is dominated by monochrome colours and a bit of spices & pastel colours as happening now. enjoy the lookbook below :3

Retail Therapy's collection always stands out with edgy cutting and unique trends. Especially their outerwears and dresses. Seems like i can't choose one of them..., i like them all ♥♥ below, i listed some of my best (of the best).

The Flip Assymetrical Cape in Salem

The Vintage Printed Loose Top

The Classic Black Dress with Black Sheer
Get 10% discount if you're one of @retailthrpy 's follower. Visit their website at http://retailtherapyhouse-jakarta.blogspot.com/ to see all of their collections completely with the price and the lookbook. Or simply visit their store at jalan Gandaria Tengah III No 1 Kebayoran Baru Jakarta Selatan (next to 711 Ahmad Dahlan)

Reminiscing Happy Times

2011-10-29T11:27:00.000-07:00

i am both lazy and mager at the same time. so here, i'll write down things happened in past days. still, in my october ♥♥

1. my sweet17 bday dinner!

being 17 wasn't as easy as i thought. pertama, gw mesti saingan sama satu cewek yang udah bayar dp booking tempat di restoran yang gw mau. padahal.... gw udah put my name on the list first. lebih dari itu, gw udah membayangk

an being 17 and having my friends&fam right on my bday date (which is saturday, the exact date to have a small party). tapi tiba2 seminggu di

muka sebelum my birthday, orang restorannya telfon. dan bilang kalo oknum M (orang yg mau ngadain party) udah booking utk 70 orang dan udah DP 50%, udah siapin layout tempat duduk, udah siapin meja tamu, dan sekali l

agi... mrk 70 orang.

lemes men..., lemes bgt.

akhirnya setelah nangis, stress, depresi, dan

pengen bakar pesta orang, gw buang ego gw. dinnernya diundur jadi hari minggu..., dgn undangan yg udah jadi dan gw bikin sendiri. jelang hari minggu, gw dapet BM tentang riot yg katanya mau ada dan gede2an kayak 98 gitu... bener2 bikin pengen bunuh diri. 5orang inilah yg yakinin gw dan bantu doa utk kelangsungan acara gw supaya lancar. gw nekat tetep ngadain acara tgl23... no matter what would happen.

it was beyond my expectations.temen2 gue

dateng semua, gw bisa dapet salon yang kece bet *walau kesananya susah*, makan sampe terpupup-pupup, kado yg bejibun, dan yg lebih bikin gw seneng... seeing my friends doing happy with their sushis, talking, laughing, and praying for me.

man.... gak semua orang bisa starting their 17 with these kinda life-lessons. gw belajar ngalah, belajar percaya, nyerahin semua sama tuhan, dan berpikir positif. i feel like hugging my friends now :3

2. i had my Jakarta Fashion Week's interview!

so right on my bday date, i was interviewed for volunteering in Jakarta Fashion Week2012. i applied for part time in this biggest fashion event in Jakarta last week, and recieving their call really made my day. i was so exageratting... the interview went well... the interviewee supporting me (katanya mereka jd sedih kalo gw gak keterima, considering as gw udah semangat utk volunteer dr tahun2 lalu). finger crossed, everything went well.. dan gw bisa volunteering di Jakarta Fashion Week kali ini. even cuma jadi stylist asst. or model chaperone... gapapa deh :3

3. last campus tour!

last thurs and fri..., i went to UPH ... which is so big and so... modern. later on, the next day which was friday, i went to bandung to visit Universitas Parahyangan. no i wasn't that excited. i was excited for the 3hrs free time. got some cute things from bandung (watch look-a-like bracelet from unkle347, sabrina top from airplane systm, and a fringe shawl loubelle look-a-like from thyo pernik).... tp yg paling berkesan... adalah having quality time with my class. sang dangdut songs, crying together imagining abt our future, and laughing together. me soo gonna miss my class!

4. my mid term scores :)

it was all great,... only 2scores i didn't pass the standart score. tp selain itu semua puji tuhan nilai gw masih consider as good... dan tentunya bs memuaskan nyokap dan bokap. i just don't want them to see my bad scores. dan untungnya nilai gw tetep lumayan bagus walau udah kepotong bolos ke singapur dan beberapa bolos2 lainnya. belajar bersama gw gak sia-sia hasilnya! ... well semoga dgn pembuktian ini... gw bs lebih dipercaya lagi :3

that's it folks.

enjoy your weekend,

Jeannie ☂☂

Hours to 17

2011-10-20T09:43:00.000-07:00

so Hi!

greetings from Jeannie.... i feel so blessed these days... through some problems which encouraged me to be a better me. well... honestly i am pretty depressed these days. i changed some of my dreams & plans.... you know i hate changing.... but then, i have to finish my problems... and set (for the million times) my strategies up.

no i wouldn't take uni in any of american states. i wouldn't take uni in singapore or any close countries. i wouldn't be easily permitted to drive alone. i wouldn't get my car in a short period of time. i wouldn't have my birthday party in SATURDAY (which will be the exact date of birthday) in my all time favee rest. and ... i wouldn't have more time to be such a lazygirl.

i hate changing. i just don't wanna move from my comfort zone. i see my future kinda blurry... that i am not longer sure with what i'm doing right now.... i feel like i'm doing EVERYTHING i want... i am doing some designs, i am SO EXCITED about being in Jakarta Fashion Week 2011 (as they recieved my CV and asked me for an interview this sat), i am being so effin confused with lessons at school, and i can't focus my goals right now.

man. i'm tired.

Too Fast

2011-10-07T09:03:00.000-07:00

i feel like enjoying this week sooo much! that i get my own spirit to get up, wash my hair, spirt some smells in my skin, dry my hair, stay pretty as i could be. well..., i am not pretty. but trying to stay pretty all day during this week has given me some more spirits to study.

THOUGH

i'm facing problems.... yet i couldn't wanna think about it. exhausted much. but i still have to face mid term exam which will start by next monday. i don't wanna ruin my hard work lately (which is pengayaan) for concerning those problems.

God.... i wish i could feel this feeling for long. i just want to be happy, wake up pretty, and feel pretty all day long. i wish i could be productive... in every single thing i do. i am exhausted, yet i can't wait to recieve what i should recieve.

hello October!

2011-10-01T10:22:00.001-07:00

be kind dear october,

be kind with my mid term test ; i don't want any bad marks.

be kind with my following anniversary ; which is 13months ; which i dont wanna be ended like the pasr 3months celebration.

be kind with my following birthday ;)

be kind with processing all the documents (KTP, SIM, etc)

be kind with schoolythingies.

be kind with my health.

be kind with my parents &fams.

be kind with my dearest boyf.

be kind with nearest bestfriends.

and be healthy for Abu ;)

SINJIAPOH!

2011-09-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

so i am such a bad bad blogger.... a terrible one. so much things to tell... which makes me uberlazy to type on my mac. my bad baby!. anyway, i had the greatest week in my life. travelling to Singapore for 6days gave me much life lessons. so here, i will share my life lesson i got from my trip (for economic traveler without parents only) ☁☁

1. never ever respect your travel-mates easily. make sure that u both were knowing each other very well or you will get angry with them. first, i

got lied by my friend... which is A VERY BIG LIE that i could grab her and throw it right from wallstreet. anyway, she's my wallstreet friend. old story. will never respect her again. second..... you know when u just want to do any other thing than waiting ur travel-partner ohsolong activities.... you will walk.... and they will talk behind you. yes.... everybody ever been in that position right ? ;) so make sure you find your travel-mates who has the same passion and destination with u.

travel-matey, boyf!

2. set your daily expenses.... or you will go poor. i had my own tiny organizer... which i made by myself in the middle of school days.... i filled it with my daily expenses, clothes to wear, and my destination. so yeah.... i had matched my clothes with my destination before. that's how i managed my self (and my shopping habbit). and that works for me! i still have SGD6 as i arrived in jekardah! ;)

3. do quick QUICK quick in everything. i usually go breakfast with my boyf while i was there. we usually went down the apartment.... t

hen go find a hawker centre full of chinese foodies. which is... PORK! DUCK! and CHICKIN! i gain some kilos there ;( ... anyway. i did everything quick. i did a quickie shopping in 3levels H&M looking for a dress, accecories, and tees for daddy. and of course..... i will queue no matter how long.... i just don't wanna buy a dress... that didn't suit me well... so i did quick look for 15minutes approx... queue for try the dress 20mins approx.... and queue for paying around 5minutes. i just hoping that ppl do everything QUICK! ppl wait me outside.

4. handle with thoughness.... my cabin baggage had screened 2times.... and they opened all my baggage so all of my private thingies like towel and.... used clothes.... were going upside down. they made my baggage even worse than before.... shizzuz. i was so freakin scared... i never had this before. plus. they had been very suspicious that i kept one bazooka thingie (they might suspect it as a weapon...) and a long weapon. SHIT! I DIDN'T HAVE ANY WEAPON. ... it's just my necklace that i bought in H&M ... and my tweezers. ... they took my tweezers away. ... ;( i was easily come in and out thailand and malaysia with that tweezers... and still okay. i hate this airport!...

5. be brave! i was having a conflict when i was there.... that i encourage myself to GO alone... WALK alone... and SHOP alone. and i still okay.... i just need a map and money! .... that was precious experience so far.

That's it folks! i need to close my eyes ASAP <3

FRNC - CDG

2011-09-10T10:52:00.000-07:00

by the beginning of 2011, i wrote a post here about my realistic wishlist, list of things that SHOULD BE DONE by the end of this year. i always feel satisfied after did one of something listed there. and my last trip.... was a massive real proof that.... i could tick all my wishlist only if i REALLY REALLY WANT and only if i TRY as hard as i can be.

yes, i did a bit persuade mommy to go there.

i wish i could live there. work there. doing my daily activies there. sew there. design there. eat there. pooo there. and buy a pair of loub there. or as simple as being a lucky bastard to visit and spend days to go around.

i'm pretty believe that things will be beautiful at its own time. @skinnymarie, fellow friend who has been in love with NY... finally departed there and spend the next 12 days there. oh God knows our desire.

God, please.... next year i guess is my year? let me be that lucky bastard! u know how i really want to go there.

THAILAND - BANGKOK

2011-09-08T07:23:00.000-07:00

DO NOT LOST IN BANGKOK, Y U NO THEY NO SPEAK ENGLISH! here, i'm gonna write you some tips and things to do there at the country of..... shemale? rotfl.

1. for the fashion lovers, go to the platinum fashion mall or MBK is enough for your fullday-shopping-itinerary day!... it's a huge huge huge mall with full of clothes and things. you should bargain less up to 30% off... or if you have time, visit Chatuchak Weekend Market. things are all just the same (same trend right) but Chatuchak has bigger bigger bigger space. they has 2000stalls *bleedingnose*

2. beware of naughty man giving you ANYTHING and keep talking in their language in cultural places like Grand Palace or. it's between he's a food/seller of something.... or he's a swindler... or both! DANG! daddy offered by a local man a pouch of tiny tiny yellow thing. after million times rejected it.... daddy accepted that tiny shitty pouch. and throw it to the birds.... and he asked daddy to pay.... SHIT MAN!

3. beware of someone calling you or flirting on you. she might be a real women..... or a shemale. or he might be a real gentle men.... or a maleshe(?) hahaha i got myself into a confusion... differing a girl looks like a real men with pixy hair, or a man looks like a real pretty girl.

4. looking for a fake thing? bangkok is YOUR place. look around in the fashion mall platinum in GROUND FLOOR... and you can find a small shop... selling the famous melissa jelly shoes.... for.... less than 700 baht.... NAH!

5. try tom yum soup... both clear and red soup... both are great taste! not really spicy... just.... OKAY and turns great in my stomach. no ache-things at all after eating these things. don't forget to try a pad thai (something like kwee tiow in my country) with seafoood... taste so YUM YUM YUM! :) i haven't tried insects snack... which i really want to try.... cuz i didn't find it.... but try it if u found (means you're dayum lucky!)

6. tuktuk.... be smartyass to bargain it.... or just simply walk if u don't want to get lost and poor. oh and these conditions above are applied for using. taxi!

7. and oh! do bargain of every single price. including price to take photo with pretty shemale in alcazar show.... it's all applied! do bargaining! especially with not-so-famous-shemale aftershow!

HOLIDAY!

2011-08-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

gonna be in a hiatus period till 3rd of September. i am going to visit my-this-year-target-destination-country-to-visit OMG like eeeeell-yeeaaaa i am happy as well ;) see u :) and Happy Eid ;)

Failed

2011-08-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

i am definetely failed doing #30harimenulis project.

mom : "tante juga gakmau Jeannie sekolah jauh-jauh, tapi mau gimana, tante juga pingin dia pinter dan sukses."

mommy, thanks, i might not ready to tell you how i love u sooooo muchos!

#22 : H&M is Coming to Singapore !!!

2011-07-23T10:28:00.000-07:00

how happy is me when i found out that H&M is coming right to my neigborhood SINGAPORE! they are going to open their very first branch in south east asia right in the famous orchard road at Orchard Building.

208 idr

138 idr41 idr

277 idr

and psst! i'm coming there by September 12-17 ;) definetely gonna save money now and spend it there !! or maybe get myself an early gift for my sweet seventeen ? yay! so excited!

#21 : Retreat Thingy!

2011-07-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

as u know, none of my close friends is in my class. so since retreat is divided into 3 groups, roughly i don't have any close friend in my class. yes @kennyisk is in my class... but sure we can't sleep together in a room ryt? since he's a man....

....

so i encouraged myself to move to the other groups. the other days. and the other classes. another major.... i moved to the science groups. oh well. kinda complicated at first, but hey! if i hadn't decided to move that day, i wouldn't have moved now. i might be trapped in a loneliness during the trip, since everybody are busy with their friends.

dang!
i know. sounds arrogant on me. but i'd rather be arrogant than being someone who is faking themselves. i'd rather being happy for myself and not disturbing or interfering someone from being happy.

#20 : Boyf Bday!

2011-07-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

so, angga got his 23rd bday last sunday. which he spend the day at bandung, his hometown. i had already prepared all the surprise thingie a month in advance so i feel pretty good at the day (tuesday19).

i gave him the UFO book which he really want.... it was kinda out from my budget, so i should save my money, and seek for quizzes that could give me some additional budget.

lucky bastard me, i won a quiz.... and get the additional budget.... hell yea!

he was so happy to get it from me. with my handmade birthday card attached on the lovely blue paper that i know he'll love it much!

he treated me at sushi tei during afternoon. and i felt like exploded with raw fish and slutty delirious sushi tei sushis.

#19 : Bday & Bad day

2011-07-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

it was my boyf birthday that i spent the whole day started my first day at school (which i felt so lonely cuz i have no close friends except @kennyisk) then having my ielts prep till 6pm. and waiting my dear friend's sister to have her dinner time with her auntie. i should have gone earlier home with my tiny tiny face feel so freakin tired and ugleh.

i called my boyf right on 12pm that sunday-monday midnite that i waited him because he didn't answer my phone. and later on, he answered it, and said that he just finished fixing lamp in his house. oh well....

#18 : Marchesa Resort '12 Collection

2011-07-21T08:12:00.000-07:00

i found Marchesa's newest collection on tumblr, and go search it on google. i found these amrazing dresses that i want my prom dress to be like one of these listed below. ngraaaghhh! i love the cutting, all the fabrics, and colours ;)

#17 : Sunsilk Hair Studio

2011-07-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

got a free voucher to relax a bit and get my hair cut at Sunsilk Hair Studio, Grand Indonesia East Mall lv.2. and free consultation to know more about your hair type and things to do for your lovely hair. i got my bangs cut and my hair cut a little.

try their service, it's good. and don't forget to make a reservation first to avoid queueing. byebye bad hair day!

#16 : Couchy Potat-ouch-

2011-07-19T09:25:00.000-07:00

being a crazy couch potato everyday during my holiday. i couldn't sleep, having tons of things and designs to do, browsed some useful information, doing my favourite activites such as tumblring, twittering, being bounty hunters, lookbook-ing and polyvore-ing and it really took my whole sleep time. then i continued watching several tv shows that i never watched before. and now becoming my favouritos!

1. Masterchef Australia
this cooking tv show aired on Star World Asia. they cook with love, passion, and prettyness. how this tv show turned me into pretty-food-cooker lately. and teach me how to cook perfectly ;)

my favourite contestant is Marion. she's so pretty yet smart. she cooks with love and smile that i could guess she'll win the competition. she's fulfilled of optimist. how i love her ;)

i heart Claire, Adam, and Alvin also!

2. Australian Next Top Model cy. 6
i like Australian Next Top Model more than ANTM.... all the contestant are pretty yet so young.... unique faces.... and full of characteristic. the judge itself, Sarah Murdoch is not another drama queen.
3. 30 ROCK
i love Tina Fey's comedy style. this series reminds me of OB (a tv series in my local channel) shooted the daily life of ppl in the office. but 30ROCK has something more fun inside the story. and Tina Fey acted pretty good as well.

4. Family Guy
this is such a porn-dirty-mind series. kinda looks like The Simpsons. but i dont know i simply like this series with an abnormal family and crazy dog who can actually speak (and having dirrtyyy mind too) hahaha.
those are my favourite tv shows. mind to share me yours?

xox
Jeannie

*sorry i'm in the busiest week to do tons of things yet so tiny tiny time*

HIATUS

2011-07-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

hello ;) been in a busy busy week..... will write soon i promise!

will u stop by sunday night?

warmhug,
Jeannie

#15 : Sure Enough? Moves like Jagger!

2011-07-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

me and my mom came to CES again together with Cellyn. we both took placement test for ielts prep. and my mom was being explained about college+uni live with the consultant. and she seemed so fine about it :) me being so optimistic.

anyway, before i came to CES, me and Cellyn stopped by at our school to take some books and picked up her sister who has just attend the orientation period. i dont really miss my school and times there. i wanna step out from my comfy zone, and move there soon A.S.A.P

i feel so blessed. my boyfriend is a real good boyf. i know how he feels left by me to somewhere separated by miles away, continents, and oceans. but he still.... convincing me that i can do all the requirements, i can move easily there, and i can do this there as usual. till me come back to home.

i am.... in the middle of confusion.
no picture today. mountain of things to do.
adios!

#14 : Another Destination

2011-07-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

i visited an abroad school consultant named CES with @cellynjosephine after driving lesson today. today is my last driving lesson.... i learned abt parking today... wish is so... so-so. anyway. i seems to be changing my destination. it's not singapore... but somewhere that far from Indo. sheesh..

but way cheaper than the one in Singapore... i was sooooo excited that i could never imagine being somewhere in that continent that is soooo frickin far. 24hrs by plane..... g-suz. but it's all seems good to be. 2yrs in community college + 2yrs in the most favourite school for design ever.... it's either Parsons or Fashion Institute of Technology... i mean... where's Anna Sui comes from? yes! P-A-R-S-O-N-S ! omg.

me and cellyn been dreaming about taking college there. doing school assesments..., part time, h&m big sale, and everything. doing everything in my own way. and of course.... being the one i want. doing my passion....

i just worry my family, my boyf, my friends............i never imagine being that far from them.........i feel so confuse. and i just need someone to make me sure...... that 4yrs won't be that long. and i can easily move there, do things there, work there, and come back home. marry my boyf.....

*sheesh*

god lead us there, amen ;)

#13 : Grateful

2011-07-13T09:20:00.000-07:00

i drove again today! and nothing happened! hahaha... i got stucked and jumped as usual.... but today went better. that's just not so important info... i know. anyway...

i feel so grateful. that i have a great parent who raised me till today. who teach me tons of moral values. and manage our tiny meenie family consist of.... 3 ppl. me daddy and mom! at least mom knows how to manage our financial.... and didn't get bankrupt.... *amitamitketokmeja*

i heard some ppl suddenly got rich then went bankrupt as easy as they got rich.... they spent their money for some useless thingies like tons of *couldbefake* branded bags.... which.... i know girls and mommies loves branded bags... i mean, who doesn't? but if they overspend it?.....go die lah.

i feel so grateful. as simple as that ;)

ps : i'm in a huge love with floral Polly from @iwearup. a local brand from Diana Rikasari

#12 : Driving Lesson

2011-07-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

had my first day driving lesson. my tutor was truly professional *for me* the tutors are all men.... so they could do flirt genit2 gitu ke their student if they want. but they didn't. that's.... pretty good.

so me and @cellynjosephine finally did this lesson after months. that was my first time driving... i got stucked, stopped, jumped, and forgot to step on the clutch deeper and release the clutch too fast.... and the car stopped in the middle of big trucks and metrominis. shitto.

i didn't feel any nerves or fears during my driving trip. i felt so confident that i drove almost gigi 3 (60kms/hr and above). i saw my mom did that hehehehe ;)

after that i hopped on angkot with cellyn to go to mkg 3 to print my friend's invitation and having lunch. then met my boyf near the afternoon. typical afternoon i guess............but i always enjoy it.

#11 : Lazy Sundayy

2011-07-10T10:04:00.000-07:00

i'm sending you this quote. i like it sooo much that i sent it to everybody :) no matter what is they problem.... hahaha... i know... gak nyambung.

anyway, i didn't do anything today. i feel like i am growing fatter and fatter today. ergh. this week is the last week of holiday. that i need MORE AND MORE AND M-O-R-E HOLIDAY! .... so i ended up cleaning my book shelf today. my closet. and planning things for this month. mid july comes faster and faster that i haven't do anything. dayum!

so tomorrow i'll go taking driving lesson. then watching Arthur w/ my boyfriend and spending times with him before he leaves JKT this friday to spend the rest of the weekend with his fam! me gonna miss him on his birthday next monday :(

AARRGHHH I DESPERATELY NEED MOORE AND MOOORE HOLIDAY OH DEAR GOD :Z

#10 : Beachy Saturday

2011-07-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to Ancol.... had a pleasant day when finally i could meet my boyf. he looked stunning as usual. we dropped by sushi joobu to eat some sushis (that tastes sooooooo freakin goood).

in Ancol, we played kite and my frisbee that my boyf gave together with the others. then took some photos in Dermaga Hati *new place there... kinda creepy with tons of couples there hugging and do PDA like no places there*.

#9 : Harmoni Sctv

2011-07-10T09:26:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, I got the Harmoni’s show ticket surprisingly. I was sooo happy that I knew my mom would like it soooo much and enjoy each performance. Moreover there’ll be my idol when I was a kiddos…… Delon. Yes! I used to be his crazy fans back when I was in junior high school. And I was so excited and happy as well.

Since there was a rule named “3in1” I should have gone out from the highway after 7PM. So me and my mom drove at 7.30 sharp. We trapped by the traffic jam and it was really hard only for taking the U-turn at Semanggi.

And crap happened…. When I was in front of the entrace…. We couldn’t enter…. It was blocked. DAYUM. So we took left turn to the Crowne Plaza…. And the securities there told us the short way to go there passing some slum areas.

Anyway, we shortly arrived there. I should met someone there to get my ticket. But her phone is deactivated. And the securities there told us that the signals there were sucks. So… after long argument… we could enter Balai Sarbini…. And taraaaa! We got the seat. And not long after…. The show began!

O-M-G how God blessed us! The show was amazing! The aransment was great and surprising much!

Harmoni SCTV “Suara Emas” airs Sunday, July 24^th, 2011 at 10PM. Don’t forget to watch it and see Idol Divo (Judika, Mike Mohede, Lucky, and Delon) singing SMASH’s song…. Which is…. So surprising!

Ps : I think I got shot yesterday…. Let’s see on the premiere! J

#8 : Tired of being Neglected

2011-07-07T10:15:00.000-07:00

i know, those phrase above could remind you with one of glee episode... a night of neglect #ngaco. anyway. i feel neglected. well i know, when we're busy with our activity, we could forget other things. i did that.... but this time. i feel so terribly neglected.

anyway. i had a great day today. met up with Kenny and Cellyn today. had a lunch at my favouritos fast food evah! *A&W* then went to karaoke! and sang All by Myself inspired by Charice.... hahaha we shouted and shouted while singing... just like Charice. then we sang Pyramid too... Charice looks so pretty for me ;)

then we continued to jco eating some jcools, then went to foodhall to buy some salmon sashimis *which is... my idea!* then went back to Cellyn's home. and as usual... we talked and talked and talked.... i was sooooo ENVY with her sister who went to the same elementary as me... but her yearbook was freakin cool with each student&name specially printed in front of their yearbook. with a medal also... DAYUM.

anyway. i found a link ... if you really really like DC Cupcakes.... go click this link here some tips from Sophie and Katherine, plus some videos that sooooo DC Cupcakes in Starworld ;) yay!

another video i found today. a zuppa talented singer named Alika. well known from AFI junior several years back. and here's her video, singing for Hard Rock FM Jakarta. and OMG! her voice was beyond the limit! it's freakin coool and goood and cleaaan ;) me likey!

enjoy your day tmrw!
adios!
*i'm having a headache i guess*

#7 : Another Meet-up with.... PEOPLE!

2011-07-06T11:09:00.000-07:00

so i was waiting the lift to go upstairs to catch my next class when Anesty *last post girl* called my name. she had a 'temukangen' *i dont find any vocab* with our jhs 's friend, Gloria ;) awww, such a coincidence.... i asked her to join them. and to make it more fun.... Kenny came up and Prisca and her boyf popped out in wall street while i was in the class. that's a coincidence ...

later on. we met up in Pisa Cafe (which in their anniversary so 50% discount, yay) and there're another 6ppl. .....i was.... so happy :) we talked, we did gossip, laughed, and shared some stories.

another meet up, someone called me when i was walking down to a counter. she's my mom's old friend. and when she met me.... she flattering me by saying "oh your face-skin is bloody soft and bright and.... it's great!" .... me was only nodding several times. and happy!

back home, i watched masterchef australia and they're heading to PARIS! omg.... Eiffel tower is such a huge tall thing! i really want to stand under the Eiffel tower.... walking as a french girl (with chinese face) reading books while iPod still working. and buying my daily need in their market :) suuuuuch a dreaaam <33

ps : photos coming up! my friend haven't upload the photos yet !

#6 : Sudden Meet up

2011-07-05T09:49:00.000-07:00

i dropped by nokia centre to fix my dumb-ass phone, since something got wrong in my phone. i should go back there an hour later to pick up my phone. so i went to periplus and.... someone called me ;) she's @anesty2112...., my jhs mates.

neti : jeaaannn!!! lo janjian sama yaya sm tres juga?

yaya and tres are my jhs mates too. and i.... surely didn't know that they're there... at periplus. at that time! hahaha. such a coincidence. so we gathered and talked and talked and talked. i feel blessed today. meet em and talk (thou it was only an hour).

later on, i bought my monthly magazine, and found out that my letter was there! an i got an accessories package yay! and to add my happiness today, i won a competition from sunsilkhairstudio. don't know yet what's the prize.... but hopefully, i could use it for changing my haircut ;)

i feel blessed today. not only because those things above.... but also because i watched masterchef-dc cupcakes-melissa&joey today... in a row!

#5 : Indonesia Pusaka

2011-07-05T09:35:00.000-07:00

this is one of the cooolest collaboration i've ever seen. Rayi Putra 's crunchy voice in echo part and his rap was pretty good *since i adore him so much -as a singer-* . Endah from endahnrhesa adds her typical voice to this song that makes this song sooo... country i guess? one and another, i love Monita 's voice :) Her voice is just.... one in a million. i love her voice sooooo much :)

#4 : Giraffe

2011-07-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

i know.... i skipped yesterday because it was blackout yesterday. blame it to the PLN.

anyway, here i post some of my favourite animal ever. the cutest thing alive ;) i really want to have one in my future house by the following 10 yrs perhaps.... so my dearest son/daughter could spend their childhood with the lovely giraffe on the backyard. can't stand for its cuteness *fingercrossed* *serious*

source : tumblr.com

Sonia Eryka's Giveaway

2011-07-04T09:11:00.000-07:00

Sonia Eryka, blogger from Indonesia, is having her very first giveaway. Tons of cute things as a giveaway. Kindly click this link below :)

http://soniaeryka.blogspot.com/2011/07/first-giveaway.html

#3 : too much thoughts means....

2011-07-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

confused. and nothing to write. hahaha, i know. STOO-OoOoOo-pid me! well gonna write you some highlights of my thoughts today!

1. since i've been doing my friend's birthday dinner invitation, i'm thingking to have my sweet seventeen dinner. you know, girl, 17, getting old (and legal everywhere), .... and party. close enough :) but i just dont wanna be in the spotlight. i dont want those big partaaaayyy. i want a relaxing birthday dinner with all u can eat foodie. i know..., all of my friends loves foodie! free foodie! and tons of foodies! lol

2. my driving lesson was postponed this june 11th. .... .... .... *speechless*

3. people who knows me know how i like dressing up. i know, thou it was bad *sometimes*. this idea just popped out.... i want to be that fashion blogger.... not everytime. but at least, several times ha-ha-ha. this blog will surely be the blog i want to.... my daily thoughts, inspirations, blabbering places, yeah those trashy things *i know this blog gonna be a huge time machine once i grown up* i had bought a tripod, a -quite- good quality camera.... but then i realized i am not that photogenic girl in front of the camera. well... let's see what will happen tomorrow. .... the other tomorrow i mean.

4. i took some brochures from the tour&travel exhibition near wall street *my english course* and dreaming what if i could travel around europe in 30days. .... well.... will make the dream-itinerary next time.

should go off now!
adios!

#2 : NO OFFENSE READING THIS :)

2011-07-01T11:11:00.000-07:00

no offense reading this below, i am not humiliating any religion existed in this entire world. i am not a racist person. i just, questioning this question that i never understand.
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had a nice quality time with boyfriend today. well, i had had dissapointing myself and my mom today. felt bad at first, then my boyf came bringing me happiness :) we talked, and talked, and talked.

i wonder why people can't be together only because their religion are truly different. i wonder why parents won't never ever let their child choose the one who has different religion. i mean..., i know we live in east culture. but what's wrong with the different religion? we all praise the only God. we all know that God only want good people, so be the good people.

the only difference is only the way how we praise him. we do fasting, praying, funding, and all good things only for praising him, being a good people so we could live eternally on the lovely heaven.

i know, questioning (everything) about God is not acceptable enough. i'm not questioning about God. i just wondering why we can't be together if we both have different religion?

i had got the answer. i just..., can't understand why.

#1 : How i love sushi !

2011-06-30T08:02:00.000-07:00

before i start telling u my favourite dish in the entire world... i know.... buying salmon from the food hall and eating those heavenly slices of salmon in a foodcourt, is quite disgusting <--- my mom had felt that before me being salmon-freak. but hell yea, for any of u who thinks that eating raw fish like salmon is disgusting nasty ewww.... , try to soak that slices-of-salmon-comes-from-heaven *norway* into the kikkomay soy sauce. make sure those slices-of-salmon-comes-from-heaven are delicately sliced, fresh from the refrigerator. omg... feel hungry now.

that heavenly-thing-called-salmon made me fall in love into japanese food, especially sushi. i love eating fushion sushi, original sushi, nigiri, chawan-mushi, miso sup, and ramen! for ramen, i prefer ramen sanpachi. that spicy ramen is definetely a 'hell' for the spicy lovers.

my favourite places to spend the rest of the day eating sashimis, sushis, and donburis written below.

1. Sushi Tei
favourites : salmon maki, crispy roll, ebi roll, and the rest i forgot the name. krn biasanya maunya duduk di bar, jadi asal caplok caplok aja. rasa sama kualitasnya definetely ok! kalau mau mamam sushi tei sampai puas.... ya tunggu aja ada yang birthday atau malakin mama hehehe *mymom doesn't like eating sushis... and queueing there*

2. Ipekke Komachi
favourites : salmon head barbeque, tempura sushi, teriyaki chicken sushi, gyoza, chawan mushi & miso soup *tastiest ever* this one is my family favourites. the price is quite cheap, tastes soooo delicious that i can eat for eversingle sunday, big portions, and friendly staff. i always sit at the sushi bar which i could take any plate i want. and those all taste... really good. highly recommended!

beside these 2 restaurants, i like fushion sushi as well. sushi grooves is aw-kay. daisho is pretty good. sumo sushi is..... okay if you really crave for cheap sushi. and based on my friend's experience.... poke sushi is good as well. gonna try it sooon!

as i grow older and older, i really want to open a sushi-stall... in a pick-up car, park wherever the crowds existed. i really want to open a cheap-tastes-owkay sushi stall so students *like me* who really likes sushi can taste the yummyness of this food with student price and good quality ---for everysingle day after school.

i had seen one in bandung. forgot the name.... but i got the concept though. once i had the capital, opportunity, and chance..... i definetely gonna work on this project. promised me! as a sushi lovers and salmonfreak.....

30 Hari Menulis!

2011-06-30T07:11:00.000-07:00

inspired by the adorable sister Kak Tara and the creative mind Lalla Pratami, so starts from today, i'll publish a post everyday for the next 30days. it might be not an important post, but this project might be the best reason to keep writing writing writing on this blog! since it's new....

anyway since it's a holiday. i'm feeling dull... stooopid. and i feel like an idiot doing nothing in this uberlong holiday. i should have things to do, but again, feel so lazy. so hope this project inspired me much in writing and even better.... doing something that is useful for me.

one more. i'm gonna keep writing in english. why? i feel like too much taking note of difficult words wont make my english better especially in writing. so.... i'll go writing here in english :)

adios!

Being Singaporrean

2011-06-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

i just re-read this book, after more than 2years hiding in my bookshelf.

i have ensured myself that i'm gonna spend the next 3years + extra 3yrs minimum after my graduation (and getting my bachelor degree) in Singapore. i know...., my dad want it so bad,... and what's wrong from realizing my dad's dream to send me there. i know he always want to send me somewhere out of my origin country.

i'm focusing my passion to fashion design, which i am going to take in uni, and making bunch of designs for my portfolio which is edgy and stands-out as they want. i'm going to apply for tuition grant so if i got em,.... it wont be very expensive for my parents to pay.

dreaming about my uni life seems to be fun for me. imagining how tough i will be. cooking for myself (to save my money so i could buy something i really want), cleaning the whole flat, organizing my own room ; my own flat ; and even my own life!, and doing everything by myself. i know... my life would turn into lame-ass life which i spend everyday by myself.

no quality time with my family, friends, and boyfriend. gak bisa lagi manja-manja an sama orang orang *who want's to get pampered with asiankiddo like me?!* and to make it worse.... i wont have any close -really close- friend whom i spilled my story on for everysingle day struggling there.

i know it'll be hard. but i must step out from my comfort zone in jakarta. that's the best way to make me more independent huh.... getting forced by the condition around is always be the best way to change urself.

gnite!

Cake Inspiration

2011-06-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

i love cakes more than anything. fancy pretty pastel tiny cupcake, to be exact. so here, i'm gonna share my cupcakes inspiration, and recipes too! enjoy my cupcake recipe! *tested, finger crossed*

i love simple cupcakes. not too many fondant and cream. but i like something rich of flavour and injected flavour on the icing or inside the cupcake. i like sprinkles and sprinkles and sprinkles or churros, marsmallow, oreo, or even reeses!

here's my basic vanilla recipes! (inilah resep cupcake vanilla gue!, sorry for writing it on indonesian, regarding that there's not so many recipes written in indonesian on the entire online web)

Vanilla Cupcakes (12-14 potong)

Bahan :
120 gr mentega
200 gr gula pasir
3 butir telur
1 sdt vanilla
200 gr tepung terigu ayak
1 sdm baking powder ayak
200 ml susu cair

Cara Membuat :
1. kocok mentega dan gula sampai sedikit mengembang. masukan telur satu per satu. tambahkan vanilla, kocok hingga mengembang.
2. masukan terigu dan baking powder, bergantian dengan susu cair sambil terus di aduk.
3. siapkan oven 10-15 menit sebelum memanggang
4. oven dengan suhu 180'c selama 20-30 menit, angkat.

*semua bahan disimpan pada suhu ruangan, telur yang disimpan di kulkas bs dikeluarkan 1 jam sebelum digunakan.

Royal Icing

Bahan :
3 butir putih telur
300 gr gula halus
1/2 sdt cuka / air jeruk lemon

Cara Membuat :
1. campur semua bahan, kocok dengan kecepatan paling tinggi selama 10-15 menit
2. beri pewarna

that's it! easy toh! let's cook!

adios!

WTF end of June already?

2011-06-28T02:51:00.000-07:00

me feel so unproductive these days. yes i did colour some of my sketches, but then, i stucked in one sketch... and feel doesn't want to continue it again. shoo me. in fact, i promised myself to make tons of paperwork for my portfolio, searching for inspirations, bla bla bla... then i'm stucked that easy.

i haven't finished my manual book, haven't finished reading eat.pray.love *which i promised to myself to finish it before my senior year begin*, and i feel my english getting worse than ever. i took notes of difficult word up till more than a hundred... but i dont feel that gives me more knowledge. feel stoooopids huh.

like there're tons of things to do on my holiday (including cleaning my messy room) but then.... i'm stucked. again. feel lazy lazy lazy.

:(

June Secret Crush

2011-06-09T04:50:00.000-07:00

my mood colour is showing above. my favourite is fluorescent green & pink salmon!

Moving!

2011-06-08T09:38:00.000-07:00

not a newbie here :) i'm moving from my wordpress (me gonna miss my wordpress with notsogood url but lasted for 3fkinyrs) because... i'm pretty envy with other blogspot bloggers with pwetty fabs layout and things. so i moved.

uh well... suddenly remember those times i moved to wordpress. i said, now blogspot becoming lame and oldy.

this is not a good opening, ttyl!